ive been finally seeing the real side of life. im actually seeing the reality. how life deals with drugs/violence...etc. i guess i use to never really had my eyes wide open. all these little things make life seem so real. iver never dealt with them. ive never been through them. yea, when i was younger, we all hear about these things. but we never cared. i strongly believe that everything happens for a reason. when you believe that, it becomes real. it's like ive been living a fantasy this whole while. drama is constant. going through depression makes a few things hard. but its what keeps me going. in life, everything has to be interesting, and appealing to me. life cant be full of bore. im growing. this is reality. face it the right way.